how was everybody doing anything anymore？how is this supposed to work？i'm trying so hard.what are we even doing all of this for anymore？the bad people win the good people get stumped on and with my life blowing up the way that it has in the past month.
i'm having a really really hard time.i'm just wondering how everybody's supposed to keep doing this.you know how we're supposed to just keep smiling and everything sucks.it's not okay.it's not okay.i'm not okay.and i'm starting to wonder if i ever will be.if we ever will be.